I really fucking hate this world. I used to believe in mankind, that everybody has good inside them. Now, i cant even imagine how some people sleep at night.
My boyfriend wants to be a child of the revolution so recently i have found out a lot about the world that i wish i didn't know, ignorance is truly bliss.
I don't want to go to far in to the main conspiracies i know but if you want any information on them, message me or something i will be able to tell you.
Another thing i seriously hate about this world is how materialistic everybody is, there are people out there starving and if you think it is just third world countries, i wish you were right. There are people starving at our doorstep while there are people spending stupid amounts of money on shoes that you wont even wear that much, i know i am not the best at spending money, i mean i smoke and drink too much but i don't spend huge amounts on clothes and shoes, which is probably why i never have anything to wear but there are a lot more important things that are going on right now than being the best dressed or getting the boys to notice you in your new dress.
I hope this information opens your eyes to the evil in the world but doesn't get you down, i know it has me, i was on my way to inner happiness and now i am pretty much sad all the time.
You just have to find those small things that get you through the day and the people who you live for and stay strong for them.
